...whatever...!!

…….It is happening with me again………………………………I hate this…I so, so, so, damn badly hate this situation of losing the senses, losing the rational perspective to look at things in their practical form and letting myself slip into the virtual world of all good and no issues land..…the only goddamn solution I'v been able to devise to handle the negativities around me is - SHUTTING my head towards the problem..as if it would change the status quo of issues…!

I hate to be so helpless , I hate to see problems staring me in my eyes and taking over my saneness, I hate all this.....I just......actually I hate to be myself………HATE IT..!!

If tomorrow never comes

( Came across this poem while surfing net today and it just somehow made me think that - ...what would happen if tomorrow never comes...check it out..hope you enjoy it reading as much as i did..)

If I knew it would be the last time that I'd see you fall asleep,

I would tuck you in more tightly,

and pray the Lord your soul to keep.

If I knew it would be the last timethat I'd see you walk out the door,

I would give you a hug and kiss,

and call you back for just one more.

If I knew it would be the last timeI'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,

I would tape each word and action,

and play them back throughout my days.

If I knew it would be the last time,

I would spare an extra minute or two,to stop and say "I love you,"

instead of assuming you know I do.

So just in case tomorrow never comes,

and today is all I get,

I'd like to say how much I love you,

and I hope we never will forget.

Tomorrow is not promised to anyone,young or old alike,

and today may be the last chanceyou get to hold your loved one tight.

So if you're waiting for tomorrow,why not do it today?

For if tomorrow never comes,

you'll surely regret the day that you didn't take that extra time for a smile, a hug, or a kiss,

and you were too busy to grant someone,

what turned out to be their one last wish.

So hold your loved ones close today,and whisper in their ear,

that youlove them very much, and you'll always hold them dear.

Take time to say "I'm sorry,""Please forgive me," "Thank you"or "It's okay,"

and if tomorrow never comes, you'll have no regrets about today.