...whatever...!!

…….It is happening with me again………………………………I hate this…I so, so, so, damn badly hate this situation of losing the senses, losing the rational perspective to look at things in their practical form and letting myself slip into the virtual world of all good and no issues land..…the only goddamn solution I'v been able to devise to handle the negativities around me is - SHUTTING my head towards the problem..as if it would change the status quo of issues…!

I hate to be so helpless , I hate to see problems staring me in my eyes and taking over my saneness, I hate all this.....I just......actually I hate to be myself………HATE IT..!!